Hi Being Me. Awesome vacation? Well, I went to Port Perry for a day...what more could one ask for? I think I'm finally getting over the hump with this damn virus. It's been hard keeping the energy up but after a wicked weekend bout I think it may be lifting. Dr. says he's seeing the same people all summer with the same thing over and over again. Mild weather seems to be a virus wonderland...bring on the hot stuff! Anyway, last week STBX phoned and wanted us to take the kids to Great Wolf Lodge (yes, the one that costs $300 per night) for three nights. I mean it's one thing to hang out for a day but to spend three days with her, sleep in the same room and hang out like the family of old seems a little too much for me to handle (as did the $300 per day!). I declined. Now, she's talking about taking a three day trip to Montreal or Boston together with the kids...is she completely out of her friggin mind! She said she was going to check into prices and I didn't know what the hell to say, I was kind of stunned! So if and when it comes up again, I will tell her that I am just not comfortable with such an arrangement. I love my kids and my family but I can only handle so much and that's way over the edge for me. She wants to go away for a few days then go ahead and she can take her OP with her, it isn't my job to keep her entertained anymore. hey, I ran into OP yesterday when I stopped over a STBX's to pick something up for one of the kids, we had a lovely chat or at least I did, she was rather quiet. I wonder if the time I threatened to rip her heart out and shove it down her f'ing throat was still on her mind. My lawyer had said it wasn't the brightest thing I could have uttered under the circumstances but then it was a few years ago, it's all behind me...but I did kind of enjoy myself yesterday! I hope all is well with you Being Me, I know you've been facing some real challenges and I greatly appreciate you taking the time to check in on me. God bless you and, as always, you remain in my prayers.
