Since you brought up the issue of attraction. Did your H do anything to "attract" you back? I know you mentioned that he had just backed off and gave you space, but was there anything more he did that maybe "sparked" your interest again?
I'm even reading "Light Her Fire" to get some very subtle ideas.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
