I can see I popped up just in time! Lisa too much information! is it past the watershed for this convo. Maria, one day this will all be over and you will still be fine and more than that. Funny you mentioned the Beatles Jeff I recently had a b,day and my kids organised a special week end away and when I walked down into "The Cavern" I felt 17yrs again. Funnier still is I often feel that way. Life is moving on for you all and is as it should be. I can see such change in you all and am confident that all will be well eventually.