No popping champagne yet. Hopefully all is getting close now but it is frustrating.
Well as far as everything with my marriage all is going along well and I continue to see good signs. We havent had any major crisis or arguements, we bith miss each other and are looking forwad to seeing each other soon.
Actually one big thing was for the first time in a while my wife said I love you to me on the phone when she was sitting with a group of her friends. Might not seem like much but after the call it was a big deal to me as it seemed that 'public' declaration was a major sign to me that we are really 'together' again.
My only real concern now is the business here. We still havent closed off our funding although our 'investors' are coming into town from overseas on the weekend and this should be the last step in what has been a very trying process. However if this doesnt work we will be close to closig down. I have always taken some chances in my life but I have never pushed myself this far, if this doesnt work now I am at the stage where I will have to sell up everything and virtually start over. My health is starting to suffer through this and I am suffering through lack of sleep. Oh well the outcome will be known in another couple of weeks.
I can see the changes with my wife now in that she is really supporting me, she has become my cheer squad again which is something that I had really missed. She accepts now that the company is in a precarious position and she is doing her best to keep spending to a minimum to stretch things as far as we can.
So one more week of watching and waiting, its frustrating when your 'future' is in the hands of someone you have never met. So watch, wait and prepare is all that I can do, I have taken this a far as I can so hopefully things will come together.
Andrew
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To go forward you have to put the past behind you
