Life continues to move along nicely with my wife. I think the last diagreement on the phone was over a week ago. She is getting very comfortabke being able to say just nice things in general now, like missing me, wihing I was there with her, etc.
While it is hard being apart like we are it has also been good. It has made us both improve our communication skills and has let us miss each other. I know our living arrangement is not perfect but this is really how she has always known me. She would like me to be home but she also knows how important this is to me and she is making a real show of displaying her support to me. Mind you the potential rewards at the other end allow her to put up with a lot (lol). But she know everything we have accumulated is at risk with this now and she has told me to stay here and see it through as she knows I will regret it if I walk away from it.
Boy its great having my best friend back again and knowing I can call her up at anytime to just chat. It is also great to know I dont have to hide my feelings in these calls and just be able to be open to her about how much she means to me. Its great to be able to use those old nicknames we had for each other that I was forever in fear of 'slipping out' in conversations through our seperation.
Anyway as far as the business here I still havent been able to break out that champagne but it is still sitting there in the fridge waiting for the day. This lst week has been truely nerve racking and it looks like I have another week of it yet to go - BLAH.
Andrew
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To go forward you have to put the past behind you
