K4D Rising #4

[K4D]

Were you drinking then, or promising to quit?

I had quit when she annoucned the D back in February 2008. I quit for a few months. Then she told me it was fine to drink some. So I did. Then I drank, not to the level I used to, but still and uncomfortable level. Then when she said she wanted a D again in September 2009, I quit again. But I also fell apart in every other way. At times she told me that she wished I would start drinking again just so I could handle myself better.

You guess. That doesn't souund like a committment. When are you going to start back?

ASAP. Saturday. Maybe Friday night. I'm busy tonight through Thursday night.

So when does the work start? You have made some progress, what comes next?

The work is going on. I am doing things for me. Working out, dancing, hanging with friends, reading the bible, going to church, spending time with my kids, etc. I am actually sore today from doing push ups and squats last night. Tomorrow night I do them again. Tonight I will just walk my 4 miles on the nature hike with a friend tonight. I'm making myself healthier and more physically fit. I am also eating a lot more vegetables and changing my diet around.



Kevin