I think I am getting better at this, you get hit over the head enough and you cant help but improve .
Thats a good approach and I think I will give it a go. I know we still have some basic trust issue below the surface but they are getting better. We get our first round of funding in next week and I will get my first cash for 18 months (oh boy am I looking forward to that). This will take a lot of the tension that we have with creditors away because they will all be paid out by the end of Oct.
When she is worrying about money she is a very different person and I am seeing some of that old happiness and love coming back in her voice. Our phone calls this week since the last one have been great, lots of closeness and just general chit chat. This was what I really missed the most during the seperation.
You are right about this being never ending. I also have to remember that her needs are much more financial. I like many was guilt of wrapping myself too much up in my world and thinking 'well you should know that I love you'. Looking back I can see that I actually missed some big signals that she wasnt happy.
Im looking forward to getting back to see her in a few weeks. Its nice having someone to look forward to seeing again. I think in the long run this time apart is being good for us too, she is learning to miss me again which is a nice feeling.
Catch you later
Andrew
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