Hi Dawn, well I agree with Sara, just ask him. Can you email him if you do not wish to do face to face. As for the rest well you know the ropes, be prepared for the answer to be no. I wish I could find the words to help you lift yourself from this black cloud you live under. I suffered severe depression when my x left, hospitalized on quite a few occassions. I understand all the feelings you have,I had them too. I had drugs and councelling but short term and more often than not I didn't take the pills. My Dr. agreed afterwards that they didn't help me much due to the nature of my depression. So I can only say that I am here b/c of my kids I guess and my faith although that took a beating. I will hold you in my prayers because life truly is a gift and it is only our choice if we use it or abuse it. Dawn I really hope you can get the meds you need -if you know they will help you live a better quality life can you not give up other things so you can afford the meds. You are obviously a talented lady please know that you deserve a life as much as anyone else. Hugs
Now that I can agree with...wholeheartedly.
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