So I held out and H reached out to me. Yippee!!! Sent me a text yesterday by first starting out saying that sorry that he didn'y get back to me but he was out having fun. Very mature right? But I know his big ego won't allow for anything else. I then replied very casually saying no problem, glad to hear he's well, and have a nice day. But I could tell he wanted to chat because he texted back saying that he felt hurt that I kicked him out again but that's alright and I must have had company at home that's why I acted strange and I dissed him. We kept going back and forth with me expressing that truly this is not about anyone else that I just don't want to be second to his hanging out etc. anymore. That I want more and that we need to stop focusing on other people instead of on us. Anyway the good thing is that becaseu of my actions, he was actually open to the conversation, even though he just kept on talking about the superficial stuff that I must had have someone in the house but he doesn't care. All I said was well I do becasue I don't want a relationship with more than 2 people and that would be disrespectful. He even said that he had promised himself that he wasn't going to come back to the house. But God works in mysterious ways b/c yesterday I was off from work and was in and out galvanting. It happen so that at 7pm I got back home and as I pulled in the driveway there was H pulling up in his work van at the house to get something out of the garage. He thought I went to work and wouldn't be home. I was coming in from the grocery store and about to go cook some dinner for myself. Not to be too mystical but another funny thing is that I had planned on cooking something H doesn't like but when I got to the grocery store I completely changed my mind and got something that he loves and there he was at the house. We ended up spending the evening together last night cooking dinner, H did some handy work around the house, and I made sure I gave him all the compliments for his skillful work and then he lft like midnight. He so didn't want to go. According to him he remembered our movie night tonight too that's why he figured he would reach out to me yesterday so we could fight it out and then go out tonight.
So this mornign as I was heading into work the perfect analogy came to me... H and I are like a cat with nine lives, it just won't die. lol
