Never feel like you should have had some "magical moment" or "thing" you did to turn this around. I think it's a really great PMA boost to the folks who are at or near the brink like you were just as is!!!
To know that when you let go, accept the "inevitable", even get angry and crazy in court "ending it"...there is still a chance that our S will have an epiphany of sorts and change their minds.
