Has he filed for a divorce though? Mine did in Jan. but has not proceeded with anything yet. I was only notified....no papers to sign....nothing yet. If people on this board are telling me I'm still in the beginning at 9 months just think it isn't even 2 months yet. I know how scared you are, trust me.
Mermaid, I know that you are right and I was and still am looking for answers. I'm sorry about that, I just get really afraid as more time goes on that he won't hit rock bottom and seek help or realize what he is doing.
Me and the children are in C, and you are right it is so hard to enjoy life and I do fake it around them though. And that's about all I'm doing right now is going through the motions. I hope you are right that at some point I will enjoy life again without him and I will like myself again. Because right now I have NO self-esteem at all!
