BUT it doesn't feel right that I should be acting like a pr!c* by not inviting them.

Awww heck.

Oh - happy anniversary Mac - two months today since W bailed (not that I'm counting!)

Two months tomorrow since the crap texting killed the first chance to nip this lot in the bud.

If I could be sure that she's actually thinking about what she's doing and continuing to do.

If I thought that she's thinking about home and me. Still.

2 damn months and 5 damn short visits to discuss money. All there is to show for it.

I know - I'm doing a damn sight better than I was but hells bells this still hurts.

A black hole of a W. Awwww heck.

Shoulder spare anyone?

Mac in the doldrums.