Well, I did my best today. It wasn't my best (or worst) day with W since the bomb...just the best I had today.
That's the definition of success per John Wooden. You are doing great. This experience will strengthen you in more ways than you can imagine right now. Keep handling it.
Cheers
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.