Kara, you are an inspiration (yes, even with your vent:)). I feel the same way right now - wanting to scream and pitch a fit and be selfish and run away from everything. But of course the rational adult in me is the one who maintains control, fortunately. It is days like these that I realize I am trying to taken back the "control" and not stepping out of the way for God to do His thing in His timing.
Great goals for the week - hope you are able to stick to them.:)