breakaway... I hear you, and you're right. I guess I just want the quick fix, and that's just not going to happen.
My problem with drinking is not NOT being able to not drink at all, but drinking too much when I do drink. So, yes... that's a problem.
Right now, I'm in a really paranoid spot. Maybe she does want to be with me. But it seems like she's one step away from being gone, and I'm really feeling under the microscope. It's a bit hard to operate there. I'm sure it isn't really an attractive quality either.
