What to do when H doesn't contact?

[beepee]

Hi Lost!
Glad to hear that you won't be giving up!
I know it was really hard to live with me and I can also see where H is coming from as well. I just see it as him giving up on me and throwing me away because its too hard for him to work on it. It wasn't easy living with him either after he cheated on me. But I never gave up on him even after that. I just think its really wrong and he's not even saying just give me some space to think about things, he's saying NO CHANCE, I WANT A DIVORCE. To me, that is so, so wrong on many levels. But what can I do but keep hope and continue trying to make my life better so I can feel happy with or without him.

Forget about what your H said about the cards and forgetting the grad etc, if he's not in his right mind, things he says won't make sense anyway and theres no point in making sense of it, it'll just wreck your head. I'm trying to deal with things like this myself and its a total headwreck. Just focus on you right now, that's all I can say really. Since I just started all of this (2 months at the end of this week), I don't have much advice to offer. Just to change yourself and become a better person and do things that make you happy!