Not Me...Ever part 2

[Serenity13]

Hey MJ...

Thank you and I am glad you found comfort in it as well...

It amazes me how different my emotions are day to day but I am trying to keep that in check...

I know better then to allow my emotions to control me but that is exactly what I have been doing and the time for that is over...

I don't want to add more medication to my body so this is my choice...

I have to keep my mind stable and my emotions even otherwise my medication won't do what it needs to do and in order for the OW to continue to breathe on this earth, it is in her best interest that I keeps my moods stable

How are you doing today?
Are you still going to your Mom's house tomorrow?

[mac-ct]

Hey Serenity,

Today's the day for you!

I'm glad you're resisting the urge to pump "stuff" into yourself.
You hit the nail on the head with the OW comment.

You HAVE to be better than the FT. You ARE better than the FT.

Noon will be here soon

HUGS

Mac

[Serenity13]

Good Morning All...

The weekend was good...

My baptism was amazing and peaceful...

The beginning of a new life for me

Hubby called this morning and I didn't even get that sick feeling in the pit of my stomach...

He talked to the little one for a few then asked about my weekend etc...

All is blessed in Serenity land today...

I read this today...

Trust means God can do it
Faith means God will do it

Hugs to all and have a wonderful day!

[mac-ct]

Honey,

I'm so PROUD of you.

You have strength and above all you have faith.

Everything is right with the world. And if it isn't the (insert rude sound here).

Good on you Serenity.

BIGGEST hugs.

Mac

[Serenity13]

Thank you my sweet friend...

I am proud of me as well...

I know I will be just perfect...

I know that in my heart...

Hubby was just here actually and I went outside to talk to him...

Just chit chatting about the boys, work etc...

He isn't ready to come home...

He misses me...

He loves me...

He is lying to me about how happy and ok he is and I called him on it (I can tell when he is lying)...

He didn't deny it...

We hugged and kissed and he went back to work...

I miss him terribly and tried to hold back but I couldn't when he went in for my mouth...

Bring on the 2X4':(

[mac-ct]

2 x 4 alert!

Hugs honey.

Perfect day for you. Sod the rules for once


I'm so JEALOUS!

Mac

[mac-ct]

Bang goes my chance of being a DB coach

[Dia]

*snort!!!** ROFL! Dang but I needed that laugh.

S'okay - they'll never pick me, either.

[Serenity13]

LOL...

I adore you my friend...

It was like any other day when he used to come see me at work...

Except for me calling him on lying to me...

We both know he isn't happy however I (in my right mind) would think it would be as easy to pack up and come home...

Then again he isn't in a right mind so who knows what he is thinking...

That kiss wow is all I am going to say...

I am such a dope!

(((Hugs)))

[mac-ct]

Oh you PRUNE - "Except for me calling him on lying to me..."

I agree wholeheartedly with the "isn't happy", "right mind".

Gonna have to have LONG chat with you.

I think that you're going to do the same with me

Going to bo bo land - long day.

Hugs chickie!

Mac