What the hell do I have here?

[thrillisgone]

I wish it was that simple. I'm not angry anymore. Then again what I know of the situation is bad enough and what I know is probably just the tip of the iceberg.I have forgiven her but that was more for me.

MLCers and the stages they go through aren't necessarily linear. All of what my Ex said could change. Before I could comment further I'd have to see some real committment to the process.If I had to hazard a guess I'd say that the fantasy she had in her head didn't match the reality.She is in the process of taking inventory.

Talk is cheap. She'll have to show me and that is the hard part, especially considering the dynamics of the situation.One thing is for sure. This whole thing created extensive damage and pain. I don't want duplicate that sort of devastation again. I'm not sure my body or my mind could take it again.