Hey full of hope...wow i didnt think anyone could have even read my novel yet...let alone respond so quickly! Your correct that I do know all of theser things and try to emply them as much as possible. Like I said, I am maiking my mind and body better with working out and Krav Maga and my spiritual health is coming back by going to church. I was blind but now I see. even though I "know" what to do and what not to do...hearing it from someone else brings it to the front of my mind and I will keep it there as long as i can. Yes I do have some people to help me out but not many. Thats why I decided to get on here. I will go dark from her now and keep things as light as i can. thank you so much for taking your time to read my pity party!

M:29
W:26
M:3yrs
Together:6yrs
Seperated:6/22/09

Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light. --Dylan Thomas