oh yeah i forgot to add a few things. My W says that she hasnt been Happy for a year and that she has FOUND herslf again after she moved out. SHe says she laughs more, is happier, and has more fun. She said that she wasnt happy in our marriage. I am in such a dark place right now that i cant see the cloud where the silver lining should be. I am starting to question my own judgements on everything. I question my worth and self which is a terrible thing to realize. especially if you were as cocky as i was! (cocky in a decent way, not a "im better than everyone" way) I want to know if she really "foudn" herself or if this is just a momentary thing because the seperation is still so new. I just saw someting on tv and wanted to share it with you all. I know that we have all heard the old adage "love conquers all" and thats what i saw on the tube. BUt those words mean something new to me. Love conquers allmeans that love is something that we all struggle and battle with everyday of our lives but we are unable to move or change it or even subdue it. Love will conquer us all, strong and weak. big and small. We never "win" because love is the best and at the same time, worst thing to hapopen to man. Maybe im just a rambling idiot right now but whatever. maybe it will speak to someone.
M:29 W:26 M:3yrs Together:6yrs Seperated:6/22/09
Do not go gentle into that good night, Old age should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the light. --Dylan Thomas
