Under Normal circumstances I would think the same as you, but because of the line of work he is in it would be very hard for that to happen. I still look occasionally on the cell bill, and basically know where he is all the time. Of course anyone can have an affair anywhere, but like I said it would be hard because of the line of business he is doing.
He actually hasn't "cheated" that I know of.
He is extremly insecure, and lately has been telling me how fat he is and that I look too good for him. This has been a problem for him since he was small. He's always had a confidence problem, and is very needy of me.
So there you have it. I don't honestly think that anything is going on, just his insecurites while he is gone, and Im here alone.
Journaling~
Long weekend at our friends, Two parties in two days... But is was fun, ,kids had fun. Summer is going by fast, and im getting sick of this rain.
No plans for the rest of the summer, just going to a couple of local fairs and if we get a job he's going to today, then maybe might take a right up north.
At least H has been home a lot more this summer, the boys are really enjoying it.
Have a good day everyone.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
