he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

i dont know that he brought her in here, it is all too odd that i suddenly ran out for 20 minutes and that could have happened. no one knew i was running out, neither did i!

anyway, im convinced my in laws saw her last night for a quick dinner. they tell me no, but i do not believe them and im hurt.

he still had fil's jeep, they met him to exchange cars and got dinner at a diner. i said, was she there, they said no. i dont believe them for one second.

and it matters to me because they have lied about it in the past, they have enabled him by allowing him to bring her and they lie for him.

he is a married man, maybe right now thigns are not good between us but even when i didnt know about her, i found out later on that they had seen her. its not right.

atleast if mil would say, we didnt want to hurt you but he brought her, i wouldnt be as angry and upset as now, while she sits here telling me im crazy for thinking she was there.