Rays of hope - thaw approaching?

[mac-ct]

I have no idea why I have this sudden feeling of impending doom.

Off to work - will try to get through this feeling.

Bollox!

Mac

[Dia]

Shake it off, Mac! You can do it.

Sending good thoughts your way.

[mac-ct]

Thanks dia

I have no idea what's brought this on. Bummer.

Not nice at all. Half way through the morning and I feel I'm waiting for something. Bollox.

Haven't felt anything like this in weeks. Make that months.

Really just want to go home and hug the dogs.

Catch you later

Mac

[mac-ct]

And that's the answer - not having anyone in my life right now who I can really SHARE with.

Ahhhh soddit all.

You guys who have your significant others near at hand even though you have huge comms issues should thank your lucky stars. Or maybe not. Just thought that may even be worse for you. So close and yet so far. As opposed to not close at all. Don't want to get you down thinking about this.

But

I'm very jealous.

Mac

[mac-ct]

And then something happens that brings everything into perspective.

A reply to the Thursday invite from an old freind .....

Hmmm not sure about that - am in hospital for tests on Tues and Wed.... not good news... cervical cancer - so not quite sure how I will feel on Thursday

I count my blessings. Wish my W would.

A very ? Mac

[mac-ct]

And this is what I SO want to send to my wonderful wife!

**********************************************************

Malindi.

This brought EVERYTHING into perspective.

A reply from an old friend to an invite I sent ......

Begin forwarded message:

From: xxxxxx <xxxxxxxx>
Date: 03 August 2009 8:34:21 AM
To: Ken Turner <[e-mail]>

Hmmm not sure about that - am in hospital for tests on Tues and Wed.... not good news... cervical cancer - so not quite sure how I will feel on Thursday

I pray every day morning, noon and night and now I have someone else to add as well as you and me and so many others (in that order).

Count your blessings.

Me

[mac-ct]

Morning guys and gals.

Funny how a mere 24 hours can change your outlook.

Sorry for the speed wobble.

I'm back with a vengeance

Have a blissful sleep one and all.

Mac

[mac-ct]

And a question!

Thursday night is going to be busy.
Party night here at home.

Do I invite the W & "friend"?

Dithering here.

Mac

[Gardener]

Mornin' Mac,

I vote no. Inviting her I think would change the whole tone and atmosphere of the party - for you and, therefore, for your guests as well.
GAl is get a life of your own, on your own.

$.02 from a thus far no-results DBer

[mac-ct]

Ta gardener.

After a long ruminate I was coming to the same conclusion.

I have the feeling I'm trying to deal with a sulky moody unhappy W.

Just hopes she works out what she needs to do to resolve this

books still not here. Bugging my post office daily.