back after 10 weeks of recovery and need some help

[Doingitright]

Ok I am struggling this weekend. Just had freinds over and planning vacation with them for next year. We had a great time with them. But W sat as far away from me as possible. Other couple sat together and noticed that we were not. Other H asked what was up.

Kids had a real poblem with W not letting them sleep with her. We have been playing off the whole sleeping in different rooms by me sleeping with the kids in the TV room. I wait for them to fall asleep and then go to our bed. But tonight the kids were asking a ton of questions. My S was ticked cause he wanted to sleep with W and she said no. My D was very purplexed by the sleeping arrangements. D thought it was just for a few days when I traveled for work. I think the day of the kids questioning is coming. I am dreading it.

I am having pretty good success detaching and GALing. I think the projects around the house are getting me excited. They are also getting my thinking/dreaming juices flowing. My othprofundity has been throwing out a whole bunch of crap. It feels so damn good to get rid of stuff/donate. It started feeling like the walls were closing in on me. I am lovng it.