Having a pretty good weekend. I had to work for a few hours today, but overall its been good.
I havent talked to H since friday. I am becoming increasingly dissillusioned with this. I just feel like my hope is getting a little less and less each week. Im so disappointed in him.
We have been separated for almost 15 months now. And I just feel like Im running out, of patience, hope, time, everything.
I can sympathize. I've been separated 8 months and it is wearing thin on me, especially with the allegations/crazy behavior as opposed to the merely inconsiderate.
We all reach a point where we have to ask ourselves how long we are going to be the standard bearer of that torch without another runner to pass it to...
"You can't reason someone out of a position they didn't reason themselves into."
