Just journaling. Today began the day that we start filling out the paperwork. It all began with who gets to be plantiff and defendant. This would be the first time in my life that I have been named defendant. However, I am not asking for the D, I am not going to allow her to put my name in the plantiff line. This was a very emotionally draining couple of hours, and we only made it through about 4 pages. I had to walk out of the room for a bit, when I came back in a few minutes later, she had put the papers away, she had apparently been drained too, and I could tell this was not nearly as simple, cut, and dry as she was thinking that it may go. As bad as this sucked for us both, I think it was good for her to realize, whoa, maybe I need to rethink what I am doing. Having to apply dollar figures to our children, are you effing kidding me?!? I need a beer, and a bed right now.
