k. he's comin b 4 11. No letter. I'll meet him outside. I didn't get a chance to burn a dvd. I'll let him access later to get his stuff from basement, so I have one last chance to decide about the letter. He can't be out of the house 5 months and expect me to jump to get him stuff and allow him access to my computer on a 2 day notice. Of course if he'd called a week ago when the house when in perfect order, I would have loved for him to come. But not this week. heck no. It's depressingly messy. Since I'm preparing to move, it's understandable. But if he sees the house, I want it to be the best reminder of our life together and want it to tug at his heart strings just a bit. Honestly if he saw it right now, he'd think I've gone to he## since he left!
