Having my first cup of coffee of the morning and getting ready to pack the car for the trip with W and the kids to Disney. We get back home on Wed. (after Sun and Mon nights at Disney and Wed night at my in-laws who live nearby).
I am taking my laptop, but may not have private time to check in. But, I can check on my blackberry - hope you guys will forgive the typos - don't know if this happens to anyone else, but when I post from my BB, I cannot see the reply I am typing past the first line.
I am not nervous about the sleeping arrangements - W laid out two sleeping bags for the kids, so I assume there is only going to be one bed. Unless she expects me to sleep on the balcony (just kidding), only one place left for us to sleep.
I am interested (not nervous) to see what happens as far as sleeping arrangements at my in-laws and once we return home. I honestly do not expect anything to change on that front. Just waiting and watching.
Weekend has been pleasant. It does seem we have fallen into a routine akin to what M'd couples have (I know, we are still M'd). We act like a M'd couple, who just does not hug or kiss or hold hands, during the day. We joke and have a better R with each other than we did before the bomb. Then each night, she and I retreat to our separate bedrooms. I do not expect anything different, but, dam%, I wish things would progress - just venting a little - I know this is my impatience showing, which I think is natural. I can recognize it for what it is, deal with it, then get my head back in the game. There's a bigger prize at stake here.
I will stay in touch on the trip, albeit most likely through my BB.
