Good luck getting thru the day...it'll be over and you'll have gotten thru it. For my 24th anniversary, my h sent some flowers from out of town, where he had moved...and the next year I planned a trip for ME for our 25th b/c I was NEVER going to be alone again on that day. And I wasn't. I was with our wonderful children on a great trip to Italy....[i]
[/i]This anniversary, we'll be spending it together. In all ways I think. But if we weren't, I know I'd be happy or at least, happy enough for now, and eventually quite alright, and never ever really "alone" anyhow.
Whatever happens, you will be alright. Trust Him that you will be alright no matter what she does or says or chooses, trust in HIM, "for real".
When you finally do that, you'll be able to detach, and look inside and do the real work that begins when you look inside. There are no scary monsters there K4 but there are things that need dealing with...we all had/have them. No more deflections...do the work. And See what happens if you really truly TRUST in Him. This is your test.
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M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
