u guys are right. so right.

i hate that i miss him. i hate that he is angry. why dont i ever stay angry with him? its not fair lol.

i hate that even when im angry it gets nowhere, no reaction, doesnt matter. it doesnt pay to get angry.

i cant believe he didnt call. well, i guess i can believe.

i hope they are fighting. i really hope so. its time she leaves him. or he leaves her.

it stinks that i have one single friend. if 50% of marriages end in divorce, why do i not know anyone divorced?


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09