he was back, i think

[bluerain]

I think that he buries it under shame. Tells himself that your S deserves better maybe. No, what your S deserves is for his father to want to be a better man.

And yes, he will wake up one day. I beleive that he will deeply regret what he has done. Maybe he will come around in time to still salvage some of his R with you, and his son. Thats why you have to do these things for you and your S. Just move on, maybe he will be lucky enough to pull his head out before you have truly had enough. Maybe not?

Kats right, pull the blinds until you can go.