Yes I know you called a c now that we all howled about it. Good.
But through this entire ordeal, this nightmare for your family which began just months after your mom passed away, and b/c of which you revealed that you had/have a drinking problem, were "never happy before" and "don't know how to be happy" and are on meds, (which is not something I'm judging at all)
but what you have actually followed through and done for all this, is to get the scrip without counselling, attend one AA meeting...and now weekly, you speak to a priest. (Don't deflect and argue about the Priest K4, I'm Catholic and all for it.) But we all know it's scratching the surface.
You prayed for resources but you must avail yourself of them and I don't mean just reading your posts here. Doing the work is getting out there and digging in and learning what it takes to make oneself a happy complete person without someone else there to do that job. That's why so much of the stuff about your w's family or her job or her car is nothingness to me. It's like a fluttering wind that lasts 3 seconds. Who cares? Are the kids safe in the car? Fine, that's all that matters...next issue...
Does this make sense to you? j-
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
