I can't wait for you to get your new place. It will be hard without him but it will feel a little better I think since it's a start without him where there's no history attached. Doodles I was thinking that you should be excited about this place actually. This is your chance to send a fabulous message to your H that you are not going to tolerate nonesense. it's an opportunity being presented to you here. Get your place, make it quite comfortable for you and your son, and send the message that if your H wants to be a part of that, he can only do so under certain conditions. Please don't give him a key, let him earn that key. You will be sad at times, of course, that's human, but you have a wonderful opportunity here in disguise that he has presented to you. Either your H get on board with the boat or more so cruise ship (more fun and luxurious) or the cruise leaves without him. Use this opportunity for what its worth. You can do it since you've been doing so great. CONGRATS in advance. Hugs.
