Good Morning All...

Better today then yesterday...
Had a lot of time to think and Mac is right....
I need to stop thinking of all the crud...
All it does is bring me down...
I get one thought in my head then basically run with it...
I need to find a way to not think period then I will be golden lol...
I believe with all my heart that we will be able to get through this and our marriage will be better and stronger because of it...
I also need to stop thinking his life with her is the same as it was with me...
The more I read the more I know that isn't true...
They are both liars and are telling each other what the other wants to hear...
I have been reading a lot about PEA chemicals (thanks Puppy) and the consensus is that it will pass in time...
Always comes back to time and patience...
Something I need to work on smile


May All Who Seek To Take My Life
Be Put To Shame And Confusion;
May All Who Desire My Ruin
Be Turned Back In Disgrace.
~Psalm 40:14~