Better today then yesterday... Had a lot of time to think and Mac is right.... I need to stop thinking of all the crud... All it does is bring me down... I get one thought in my head then basically run with it... I need to find a way to not think period then I will be golden lol... I believe with all my heart that we will be able to get through this and our marriage will be better and stronger because of it... I also need to stop thinking his life with her is the same as it was with me... The more I read the more I know that isn't true... They are both liars and are telling each other what the other wants to hear... I have been reading a lot about PEA chemicals (thanks Puppy) and the consensus is that it will pass in time... Always comes back to time and patience... Something I need to work on
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~