The adventure chronicles

[AFWAW]

BINGO. Sorry you don't see how important it is to take her up on her offer. She isn't coming back UNTIL she thinks you have found someone else that you like better.

I hear you but fear that it will too late to reconcile at that point. It's almost like she thinks I should pursue her from the way she's been acting and talking, almost like I owe her something--hard to explain.

If you don't value yourself enough to walk away from a woman like this then I can't help you.

There's probably something to this--I don't feel that good about myself when I'm around her. She has this knack for making me feel like I'm unsuccessful and not smart. This probably means that she has more control over me than I think.

Maybe you are addicted to this drama huh?

I thought about this for a few minutes and my answer is no. I hate drama. Maybe I'm addicted to the idea that my marriage is worth saving? Maybe I'm scared to admit that I cannot let go? I don't know. I find myself caring less and less everyday.

You will immediately come out of this and feel soooooo much better when you decide you want to be with a woman who can give you all of herself. They ARE out there. You just refuse to see them.

I'm sure you're right. So, how do I transition to this point without losing my sanity?