Wow, ski season already? (can you hook me up with some?) Make sure H knows so there are no surprises and that he knows you are doing it for the passes and the $$ and not for him. Maybe this will be a great way however to show him that you are GAL and moving on and this is just part of your routine and that you are fine w/out him.
I do know how hard it is.....I have been going on 5/6 months of this as well. I sometimes get too hopefull when I make some progress and then WHAM, two steps backwards. I really need to follow the "don't believe anything they say, and 1/2 of what they do" approach.
Do keep breathing, take care of yourself, enjoy the sun that will return today and tommorrow and put those running shoes by the door so you have to walk past them on your way out.
Hope things with your dad are ok, mine is 84 and just found out that he has prostate cancer in a pretty advanced stage.
Hang in there and take it one day at a time. This really is about "us" getting better for ourselves.
By the way, last year on our kids ski passes they all wore this funny rainbow big clown wig and it was great. We also keep all our passes from each year and have quite the collection. I somehow want to make a project, bulletin board, picture or something that shows how they change from year to year.
I know some people don't want to hear this...but THINK SNOW!!!
