I guess the hardest part to all of this was that I had my mind made up that this was done. Don't get me wrong, I still had faith but I had accepted everything was over and was moving ahead quite nicely. With pretty much no contact for a few months.
Then boom! From out of nowhere her she is. I guess that wouldn't be so bad, but to hear that she is going to church, counseling, and to see and hear of all these changes makes this different from just the normal touch and go BS that I have seen for so long.
I am leary, this just seems like a ton of contact all at once. No matter how I look at things, there is only one option and I HAVE to stick with it.
