The weight loss is a good thing...to a point. As long as your'e eating healthy, I wouldn't worry about that too much right now. One of the first signs for me that I was coming out of the depressed funk (not saying you are there now) was when my appetite returned. Even when it returned, though, I, like you, only wanted healthy stuff - lots of grilled chicken, turkey, fresh vegetables, and fruit. I really feel good eating this way. But, I do crave the occasional hamburger or steak.
Fight the very strong urge to call or otherwise pursue your H. I know its hard, but you have to do it. Now, every sitch is different, but you want your H to want you. This is the way to do it.
Stay busy to try to keep your mind off your H. You can do this, and I sense you are very strong. Just know by taking these actions, you are working towards a long term goal of restoring your M. And, isn't that worth some short term struggle?
