I finally have some down time, so I figured I would check in a little here. The move wasn't nearly as emotional as I thought it would be. There is something cathartic about physical activity in relation to all of this. I've been feeling like I've been responding to events in my life. The past few days have felt like I'm being proactive. I've actually felt a little relieved after finally moving here. Being physically removed from the situation, I don't have the constant reminder of Her everywhere. And now I have a laundry list of things I HAVE to do for me. I can feel the tension in me just beginning to release. Not completely, but it enough for me to notice it in myself.
