It sounds like things are progressing well on the apartment front. The place you looked at sounds great. If I lived in your area, I'd ask where it was!
I think it's normal to have moments in which you'll feel panic or overwhelmed. This is a huge change and will significantly alter your life - IN A POSITIVE WAY! Always, always, always keep in mind that this is in your best interest. You deserve so much more than what your H has given you.
Me: 39 H: 39 S: 15 M: 18 years Bomb: 6/3/09 H moved out: 10/15/09 H moved back:5/30/10
