she hasnt been served yet with the order so im not so sure she knows about it...i cant imagine he would bring her into my home, as soon as u walk into our house there are pictures of us everywhere.

im proud that im standing up for myself. does he notice? he just seems so angry.

i so dont want this. if he changed his tune i would forgive him. we all know that. i miss who he used to be.

me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09