ok so im feeling bad that i changed our alarm code. but i had to. i dont feel comfortable running out to do an errand not knowing if he is showing up to take things while im out.

i must be stronger than ever to even change it and tell him i changed it.

but i feel bad. i never wanted this.

me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09