I have been lurking, but not posting much. I haven't even been posting on my thread lately. As soon as I read how down you were today, I came on in.
What happened to the Serenity that was gaining so much strength. You were sounding so good there for awhile. You are in GOD'S hands, you will be OK. Trust in HIM. Have FAITH in HIM that he will get you through this storm. Get your focus back on him and not your circumstance. I know, it's not easy. Believe me I know.
As you probably remember, my H has been gone all week on vacation. I don't know where he went, or if skank is with him. It has been so peaceful having the house to myself. Whenever the TV is on, it is on Trinity Broadcasting. Whenever the radio is on, it is on my Christian station. A year ago, I would have been watching QVC & romantic movies, and listening to the country music station. I still like all that, but that's not what I need at this time. Sure, I have had an emotional week just with the wondering where and who H is with. When it starts to get the best of me, I shake my head, and refocus my thoughts.
H will be back on Sunday. I'm starting to feel a little apprehension setting in. I didn't know if I wanted to be here when he returned or not. Yesterday though, I received a call from my mom wanting me to come visit her on Sunday. So, there's my answer. Just when I start having doubts about GOD being in control, something like this happens. I told my mom sure I would come ( she lives in the next town), and it made her so happy.
Hang in there girl... We have an awesome GOD, and HE knows what your going through. I want you to read Psalms 37. Will you do that for me?
