Ok so I called again. My hands and body were shaking. I know sounds crazy, but I am not sure if I can bare to hear anymore news regarding my h, if that is even what this is all about.

Just got his v-mail. Question, should I leave a message and my phone number? I am just so scared. Not at all sure how to handle this. Of course, my mind is racing and thoughts all over the place as to what this is all about.

H has assured me that he has NOT filed for D. I don't know what to think, but trying desperately to calm my nerves.


Me 50
H 42
S 22
S 9
D 7
M 12
T 17
H moved out 8/2006
H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks
H moved home 5/2011 for good

"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"