It was kinda rhetorical. I was trying to emphasize how much I want to, but through an extraordinary force of will, I can wait. I like what you said about the "just" sentence. I will try that.
Me-40 W-41 Together-10 M-8 S-6 S-4 Bomb 5/08 Bomb 10/08 Thought things were better, was wrong. Still living together Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.