It was kinda rhetorical. I was trying to emphasize how much I want to, but through an extraordinary force of will, I can wait.
I like what you said about the "just" sentence. I will try that.


Me-40
W-41
Together-10
M-8
S-6
S-4
Bomb 5/08
Bomb 10/08
Thought things were better, was wrong.
Still living together
Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.