I did have a blast this weekend. It was so much fun!!
Sanderika, i think I am content for the most part. Yes, I still find I have alot of anger with my H for what he did, but I think once I am able to let all of that go, I will be alot better. I am not miserable like he is most of the time, I think he doesnt want to admit it really.
I think this weekend was good for me! I am back and refreshed!!
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
Nothing much going on today. Im content with my life today.
I gotta focus on getting off the 3 pounds I gained this past weekend! I cant understand why some people can eat and eat and not gain...I eat out a few times and gain gain gain!! Ugh!
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
well, sometimes its so funny how when I seem to go on about my life and just enjoy it, my H is just sooo down!
Ever since I went away on my girls weekend, he has been acting strange, which really isnt a new thing.
Of course he made several comments that weekend about other guys wanting me and stuff....he is sooo afraid that someone is going to win my heart!
Yesterday he found out I went to the beach with the kids, and then his mood became very sour. He again made the comments that he makes acting afraid he will lose me.
Last night he told me he was drinking. Of course he wont say why he is in such a bad mood and I just dont ask anymore because he WONT tell me.
I had such a great day yesterday at the beach! Took the kids and just had a ball! Of course my sunscreen failed me....I cant sit down without crying a little today in pain!!
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
Sunburns are horrible! The key, as you know, is REAPPLY, REAPPLY, REAPPLY...every 30 minutes. Too late, I know...sorry.
I swear kissak....I'm going to drive up there and smack your H around for you. He is such a baby! Whine, whine, whine....he's not going to do anything about his misery and he wants to suck you into it with him. He created it for God's sake! I guess he'll have to live with it.
I know you don't give him the satisfaction of sympathizing with him, right?
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
Kissak, You sound fabulous. {other than the sunburn that is.} Time away, having fun and detaching from the drama this summer is refreshing, isn't it? What's next in line for Kissak's Summer of Fun?
*hugs* ~ swl
Look not mournfully into the past. It comes not back again. Wisely improve the present. It is thine. Go forth to meet the shadowy future, without fear. {Henry Wadsworth Longfellow}
Sunburns are horrible! The key, as you know, is REAPPLY, REAPPLY, REAPPLY...every 30 minutes. Too late, I know...sorry.
I swear kissak....I'm going to drive up there and smack your H around for you. He is such a baby! Whine, whine, whine....he's not going to do anything about his misery and he wants to suck you into it with him. He created it for God's sake! I guess he'll have to live with it.
I know you don't give him the satisfaction of sympathizing with him, right?
Hey Mishka....Yes, the sunburn hurts....I did reapply, just only about every hour...and we spent most of the day there...guess I will try every 30 min next time!
I dont know if driving up here and smacking H around would help at all....Plenty of people have tried to talk some sense into him, and it doesnt help...He is miserable for sure. No, I dont give him any sympathy...I do however get a little bit of satisfaction out of his misery....is that bad?? lol
I think thats one reason I had such a great weekend....I knew he was sitting at home being miserable!!!
Its time he grew up! He knows what to do, he just wont do it!
SWL...I do feel better. Im not sure if its because I know he is miserable or not, but Ill take it! It definitely helps!! No plans for anything else this summer...out of $$$. We may take another trip to the beach since its so close, but thats it...right now thats fine with me....I cant afford anymore trips...trips mean I eat! I need to get the pounds off I gained over the weekend!! WOnt be any exercising any time soon....It hurts to even bend over! lol
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
Well, come on then! Get up with me on fb and I will tell you where he lives...I may even have a few people lined up to help you do some smacking!!!! hahahaha
I have to say he called me from work today....dont really have a clue to why....guess he just wanted to hear my lovely voice!!
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
Today is Friday, I can hardly believe how quick the week has gone by!
Need to get things ready for my daughter...she is leaving for camp for a week on Sunday. I will miss her, but she loves going to camp, so I know she will have a great time!!
Sunburn is a little bit better today! Maybe I will be able to mow the yard tomorrow after all...unless it rains
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
Too late, I know...sorry. 
Hee hee!
and I will tell you where he lives...I may even have a few people lined up to help you do some smacking!!!! hahahaha 
