I plan on having a great time with my kids at their parties, I always look forward to those. I agree with you about the source of love you get from them. I have been trying to not pressure W, I will continue to do so. There will be a lot of work getting ready for and cleaning up after the parties. She arranged everything, so I will be sure to do the legwork on those days.
I am only really concerned about the Anniversary. I want to do something, because there is a chance she wants me to. I can't be positive, but I think maybe she wants me to reach out to her. If we are going to reconnect, maybe I should stop just waiting and try something, like an invitation to dinner or a flower or something.


Me-40
W-41
Together-10
M-8
S-6
S-4
Bomb 5/08
Bomb 10/08
Thought things were better, was wrong.
Still living together
Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.