It is like I posted today on my thread. It is like we are FORCED to move ahead. FORCED to. We HAVE to get up, go to bed, you know the "ground hog day affect" and we do because well what are you goign to do?
My stitch is a little shorter then yours..about a year out. And I am realizing that letting go isn't really an option. What are we holding on to? The hurt? the pain? I just don't know.
I am sorry for you. I can NOT even imagine what this must be like for you. Hold your head high with the DIGNITY that is within you. Rise above this garbage!!
You are FREE of the "old" and are open to the NEW. NONE of us really know what our future holds. X's come back after years... some stay away for years... Who knows..
Dignity - grace - you can do this.
M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06 Moved out 3/12/07 D final 7/30/2008 finding myself again