Thanks, fallgirl, my prayers are with you, too.
This should be an interesting weekend. We will all be together and it is the beginning of crazy month for us. All of our birthdays and our anniversary are in August. My 40th birthday is the 3rd, so W made reservations at my favorite restaurant for 20 family members on Sunday. My B-day is Monday, Tuesday is my younger son's birthday, he will be 4. We are having a party for him Tuesday afternoon. Wednesday is our 9th anniversary. Not sure what will happen that day. I would like to take her to dinner. We'll see. Thursday afternoon is the party for my older son who will be 6 on the 12th. The following Saturday will be the family party for both boys. Then on the 24th it is my wife's birthday. Again, not sure what to do then.
I don't know what to expect from W on my birthday and our anniversary. I am not expecting much. I used to have flowers delivered to her work, and always got her a sappy card, and always went to dinner where we met. I will definately tone it down.
One day at a time, right??!! crazy


Me-40
W-41
Together-10
M-8
S-6
S-4
Bomb 5/08
Bomb 10/08
Thought things were better, was wrong.
Still living together
Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.