Hey lodo, sounds like the definition of insanity though. "Keep doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results..."
I have tried different things so far just to reassure myself I am not insane. But lately, I have fallen back to my previous routines and mode. I really dislike myself with all the bitereness and frustration right now. John told me yesterday I should stop blaming H and "woman up" and be resposnible for myself. I've been thinking about that. My casanova friend is right (for once-LOL). Sometimes change is coming and cant be avoided or hindered.
My son spent all last night throwing up. It seems he got he virus from my D. Now.., all I need is to get it too and lose some weight .
H came over to babysit, I am going to work for three hours only today. I am upset when I see him. Cant stand him. This super dedicated father role he is playing is getting on my nerves.
Anyway, life is good. Thanks Kathleen for your nice words. Right back at you. K
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